College Things

Okay. So I got a 1640 on my SAT score. It's a bad score for me, but everyone around me is telling me that it is a "average" score. But the thing is that I don't want to be average. I want to be on a different level above average. Why am I so average at everything? I get average grades. I have average friends. Average parents. Average looks. I think i'm actually on the verge of being ugly.
Anyways, for once I just want to be spectacular, intelligent, anything. Anything but average.
I sent in a video for the Acuvue one day contest, and it was actually in my opinion a good video, compared to the other videos that I took. But I don't think I will get it. Some how I just have a feeling they were looking for somebody original. 
My one day dream? To be an actress.
Right. It's cliche. But it's honestly the only thing that I want to do. If someone came up to me today and was like: I release you from all your duties. Go do theater or audition for things, I swear I would just... I don't know, have a panic attack. I guess i'm trying to hard. Like maybe GOD has a bigger plan for me. The plan is to be average. I really really can't stand the word average. It's like someone calling you boring. Or a conformist.
Just No.

Anyways yea this blog is about college. SO yeah.

The possible college list for me is:

1. Yeshiva University
2. Penn State University
*3. Rensslear Polytechnic Institute
4.University of Pittsburgh
5. Columbia University
6. Georgetown University


Those are the universitites I chose
hahaahhaha. These are the colleges my mother wants me to go to:

1. Harvard
2. Princeton
3. NYU
4.Columbia
6. University of PA

hahahahah. I think i'm going into labor.